to.be.missed.

You know what's the thing that gives me the strength to just keep working and working as hard as I can to ace in my studies? It's when I see how hard my parents work to earn a living, to feed the family; how much they have to go through no matter thick or thin, they'll always find a way to come to a conlusion; and in the end it's just to make everyone happy. I'm envious of how patience they are at times, really. If I were in their shoes I'd already blew up. It's not to say that I do not have the patience key in me. I do, but there's always a limit to everything, no? It's also the faith I have that keeps me going on. I can do everything through Christ who strengthens me.

Back then when I was still young and naive, stupid enough to even clarify that I was going through 'stressful moments' when it's only a teeny weeny problem. Now that I've grown up, I see and understand more things in a different perspective. I finally understand what can really relate to the word- stress. Stress is not when you're studying but you can't understand the concept but you can't. It is not.

Oh well.. glad to say I'm finally done with high school (although I have 1 more paper to sit for SPM but whatever *flips hair)! 5 long years and it has finally came to an end. Sigh, so many things has happened and changed. Just look at how fast time flies. I'm gonna miss waking up early for school, burning midnight oil  just to revise for exams, doing stupid things in school, those days in school spent with you, gonna miss seeing my favourite people in school and mainly just enjoying the highschool life with everyone while I could. I'm actually already missing those moments.

But then again, 3 words. Life. goes. on.

I really wanna know what He has in store for me in future. I'm excited and also quite reluctant to start a whole new beginning with life as a college student next year. I feel reluctant because I'm that type of person who takes forever to move on from this to that. Sucks to be me, I know. But it's also not that I want it. It's just in me. Bleh. At the same time I'm excited to meet new people, and you know, this new that new everything new. And the most of all is that I've already set a goal for myself and I promise that I will reach the top, no matter how hard things can get. Because I know what I want, I know what's best for me and I wanna make my parents proud :)

 Johanna, an exchange student from Germany :)

there's alot more, but I think it's enough, haha.

He has blessed me with so many awesome friends and I am very very thankful for that :')

5 long years of schooling; some I've known longer than that, since we're from the same primary school and also ended up in the same secondary school.. Though there was countless of roller coaster rides, we all always manage to patch things back. 

to.be.missed.